PART THREE
Two years after I started exhibiting symptoms of psoriasis I graduated from high school, because of all the mental baggage I was logging around and essentially living a lie, I did not perform to my full potential in my exams. My graduating class planned a beach picnic so that the class could celebrate our new found freedom together before going our separate ways to face new life challenges, sad to say I was the odd man out, I did not attend, I had hid my skin condition from my classmates and almost everyone else for two years and I couldn’t let them find out when we were about to part and be scorned and pitied.
I felt bad and was overcome with guilt that I was missing out on all these once in a lifetime events but it was the price I had to pay; I certainly didn’t want my classmates having a lasting memory of me being a scared scaly mess. Psoriasis was not a common disease in my community, back then the information super highway had not arrived in my neck of the woods, the internet was still novelty commodity to people where I am from so I couldn’t Google Psoriasis to try and unravel the mystery. I my world and psyche psoriasis was a taboo subject, my high school graduation that was supposed to be one of the happiest occasions of my life closed as a very sad chapter for me.
After finishing high school, I decided that Psoriasis will not define my life; I told myself that I am too strong mentally to allow that to happen. I was determined to find my place in life and if it meant adopting my lifestyle to minimize the effects of psoriasis on my life then that I will do. I was unemployed and had a lot of time on my hands I decided that I will use some of my time to learn as much as I could about psoriasis. Where I am from a lot of faith is placed in the healing powers of herbs and bush medicine, after learning the harmful effects of prescription medication to treat psoriasis on the body and immune system in particular, I decided to use local plants to make “bush medicine” to try and rid myself of the disease. I had no medical or scientific knowledge as to the effectiveness to treat psoriasis or any other disease, or the potential damage the consumption of these plants may cause to my body and health, I was desperate and felt that I had to do something. I did not seek any medical advice from medical doctors or elders in my community who are more knowledgeable about such matters than I am, I went on gut feeling if I saw a plant and I had a good feeling about it I took it, boiled it in water and drank the water.
Looking back now that was very unwise on my part, I did not see any improvement to my psoriatic skin and a few of the plants may have been harmful to me, I did experience some pain in certain areas of my body when I used a particular plant. I reverted to conventional medicine and sort to educate myself on the whole subject of Psoriasis; I wanted to know what caused major flare ups, how to control Psoriasis symptoms, alternative treatments, etc.
The problem that I had at the time was that my information stream was almost dry but I tried to get my hands on whatever literature I could, I had no access to the internet and I was ashamed to go to a library to do research. When I visited the dermatologist who was treating me I asked a lot of questions and for any literature he could give me about on Psoriasis.
When I was nineteen I realized that under the crusty flaky patches of dead skin were inflamed with puss, at that time I did not know of the pustular form of psoriasis, fortunately that form of psoriasis did not afflict my body for very long and it has not reappeared since. With the experience and knowledge I gained from living with psoriasis and learning as much as I can about the disease I was able to control the flare ups and keep the percentage of my body surface that exhibited the symptoms to about twenty five percent.
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End Part Three.